When I got this email this morning, my mom thought I was making it up. She asked, "did your morning devotional really say that?" as I started to read it to her. I know I have taught and I know I think fast on my feet, but come up with a devotional on the fly is not something that I would think I could do.
The operative word right now is wait....and it is getting tough. I would be lying to say, "it's great, I"m handling this not having a house with grace and great faith." The truth of the matter is, I'm not. I'm human (not to excuse my lack of faith). But reality is, I have doubted, I have cried, I have cried some more and I feel like I have beat heaven's doors until my knuckles are bruised. Yet, the last two mornings my emails have been about persevering in prayer. So, if you so feel led, I ask that you plead with the Lord on our behalf for provision of a house we can purchase and move into. We close Friday morning and have exactly 3 weeks to be out.
Tired of Waiting on God
24 Mar 2010Tracie Miles
"Isaac was sixty years old when Rebekah gave birth to them." Genesis 25:26a (NIV)
Do you ever get tired of waiting on God to answer your prayers? Recently, I began to feel a sense of frustration with the wait, and also a little bit tired.Tired of saying the same old prayer day after day, month after month, year after year. Tired of telling God about the same old problems that were still going on. Tired of hearing myself pray about the same old problems, leading me to wonder if God was as tired of hearing my prayer requests as I was of praying them.So I bowed my head and admitted to God that I was simply tired of the wait.In a heavy state of emotional tiredness, I turned to the crisp, white pages of my Bible. I was hoping God would il luminate a few verses that would jump out of the book and straight into my heart.I began reading about when Isaac's wife Rebekah gave birth to twin sons.
One particular sentence caught my eye and I went back to read it again and again. My heart leapt as I realized God was using this one little sentence to speak hope into my spirit. He used His spiritual highlighter just as I had wanted.Genesis 25:26 tells us that Isaac was sixty years old when his twins were born; a simple Bible fact, yet profoundly meaningful to me on this specific day. You see, Isaac had been patient for the Lord to provide the perfect wife; he was forty years old when he married Rebekah. If you do the math you realize Isaac waited twenty years for Rebekah to bear him children! He could have chosen a concubine to bear him a son. But he was a man of great patience who waited on God. Eventually his patient faith was rewarded.
Isaac never gave up hope that his Lord could make the impossible, possible. He had learned that his Lord would provide. So he continued to pray the same desperate prayer for a son, day after day, month after month, year after year. In fact, we learn in Genesis 25:21 that "Isaac pleaded with the Lord" (NLT), meaning he earnestly and strongly prayed about his problem. He did not half-heartedly ask God for a son, he pleaded! He begged. He poured his heart out.I can envision Isaac passionately pleading to God throughout those twenty years, with out-stretched arms and a tear-stained face pressed against the hot, dirty soil, begging God to answer his prayer.Isaac was surely tired of the wait, but he never stopped praying or believing that his dreams could come true. And in God's perfect timing, they did.
If you are tired of the wait, you may be pleading to God just like Isaac. It may take twenty years for God to answer our prayers, or it may only take twenty minutes. But today, let us find comfort in remembering Isaac's patient faith an d take hope in believing that God is not tired of hearing our prayers. Instead, He is simply waiting for the perfect time to answer.
Dear Lord, please help me have patience and faith while I wait to hear from You. Help me live in excited anticipation for the day when I will see how You answer my prayers. In Jesus' Name, Amen.
Thanks for the reminder as we sit waiting for our house to sell and the opportunity to end the long commute, as we wait for Emory's ear and sinus issues to be healed, as we wait for the Lord to heal my dad from cancer...as we wait and wait. He's answered many prayers like giving Wayne a new job. Yet on other things we wait...and the waiting is hard and I am human and I get mad.
ReplyDeleteSo all of that to say- we are right there with ya!